Day 177- Stuff and Things
So those false beliefs of needing to end up alone in order to be successful and powerful were so prohibiting when it comes to the subconscious. I sabotaged all past relationships, which was probably for the better. I feel so grateful to have another shot at being with the person that truly complements me.
I’ve complained about exes not being into “my stuff.” Well, my now-current ex has always been so supportive and totally interested in “my stuff.” It’s quite incredible. I found an entry on Day 43 where I accused him of not being into my stuff, but it turned out he just needed the space. It is true that I usually attract men who are super into their thing, and therefore there’s no room to be into my thing, and, because I’m interested in all sorts of things I get into what they’re into. But the interest is not reciprocated.
I now realize I needed to lose my lover for a bit in order to appreciate him being so willing to listen to me and get into what I’m into. God, I love it. I’m so grateful for his interest. Ah!
I needed to become assured that having a fulfilling connection can help me be the best version of myself that I can be, and I needed to open myself up to accepting into my life someone so amazing, before he could (re-) enter my life. Wow. So in love.
May each person find a partner who is as equally interested in you as you are in them.
LOVE TO ALL